Only my shit

2006-11-14T06:13:00.000-08:00

I am having a sore eyes, Flu and Coughing.
Gosh! I am So.. tired but I felt relieved after meet with my boyfriend. Love him to bits.

Today I had my final test which is my fleet test. I got 100% right. Which is way... good than my previous test I took. Today I collect my uniforms, handbag and shoes from the SIA Supplies Stockroom. Really excited + nervous for this upcoming OJT this coming Saturday.
Looking at the days I am very amazed how time flies and how my days goes by with all my new colleagues.

I hope to meet up with my old colleagues and to catch things up with each other. Missing them ever since I've left.

Memories left behind:

2006-11-13T07:45:00.000-08:00

I haven't decide whether or not I am totally ready for any commitments. I am very confused but yet people thought I am ready.
I hope I make the good decision and take my responsibilities well.

I had an aircraft visit just now. Now I am clear about the compartments and how many equipments were stowed in the overhead compartments.

There's just one thing and one thing only: Please do not correct me when you don't know any shit. Don't ever correct me when you are just nothing. You have no right and no right at all to correct me when I don't need it.

I am going to have my final test for Aircraft Fleet Type tommorrow. Nervous plus excited. Let's hope I pass this and move on. After the test we will be released earlier to collect our uniform at Loyang Drive. So, I will get all my stuff for this coming Saturday as it's my first OJT. Wish me luck.

2006-11-12T06:01:00.000-08:00

To the gentlemen out there: Will you be angry with your girlfriend if she told you that no one is at home, do come over? And then, suddenly without her knowing. Her dad came home out of the blue, and her dad started to ask questions?
--->PLEASE DO COMMENT RELEVANTLY.

To the ladies out there: What would you do if your boyfriend react as thou he doesn't care about your feelings and your parent's? dump him?
---> PLEASE DO COMMENT RELEVANTLY.

ps: Tag haters - Don't bother comment.

2006-11-08T08:10:00.000-08:00

I only realised one thing and one thing only.
People who love to accuse someone who have done nothing wrong have NO intiative to find out the truth.
These people might not be able to think for what they should do for themselves, instead they insisted in believing one say. The blind leading the blind.
THIS IS CALLED MISLEADING.

My only hope is to through everything and be in a peaceful mind. I didn't meet up with my dear today cause' I got lots to do for preparation for this Saturday. I went to Shakira's place to finish up the dance steps. Friday will be the last practice before Saturday. Nervous + Excited at the same time. People might be wondering what kind of dance I am dancing. Just to clear everyone's mind: Traditional Dance [Malay Dance].
Tommorrow will be my SEP test and I am extremely tired. I didn't have the time to read through because I got back quite late and I have to finish up the slides presentation for survival by tonight. Trying my best not to fail this test.
I got some pictures from the class. As we make the "joke" out of ourselves.

2006-11-06T07:51:00.000-08:00

Ok. I want to straight things up here.

NAIVE PEOPLE - will only listen to someone who they know very well. and belief 100%.

I maybe young. But I am not that NAIVE as some people can be. I am going forward and not looking back. Things change so do people. We just got to accept the facts about it.

One lady even accused me of stealing her husband. WHICH I NEVER DID. My ex-crew mate was the one who gone out with him but yet people put the blame on me. Thanks alot for making my life half-miserable.

Thank god I've met my only one Mr.Mazlan.

In love with him and I am staying by his side. Thanks alot peeps for all the comments.

BUT YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM. YOU ONLY KNOW 1/4 OF MY LIFE YET YOU GOT SO... MUCH TO SAY.

I know reality is going on and I am not living in my fantasy. I know people might think this and that about me. BUT IT'S ALRIGHT AS LONG AS THEY DO NOT TOUCH MY RICE BOWL.

Warning to anyone:
I have sworn to myself that I will never let that person go, if he/she touches my rice bowl.
I will make sure he/she will have to pay double or maybe ever ten times the price - LEGALLY!!! Everything I will be doing is Legal!!
If anyone of you, get what I meant. Call me not humble or what so ever. But I know where I stand as a crew. I know where I stand as a human and I know where I stand from the rest.
I don't even have to be reminded cause' I never ever touches anyone's rice bowl.
Don't make me say things or do things that you will never expect me to do.

One more thing: This is my blog, my way of typing. If you don't like it: please do read the url.
[Read and leave.]

2006-10-30T07:25:00.000-08:00

I am just fed-up!!!

HERE I AM BEING HUMBLE NOT TO BLOG MUCH ABOUT WORK.

And here people being f***ers, to irritate me.

I don't like to talk about my pay or what is it like being a crew. Or how was my flights...

I am here to blog about my feelings, emotions and my day goes by.

TO ALL BLOGHOPPER:

PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG, CAUSE NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU WANT TO GIVE A COMMENT. I WON'T ADD IT. Haloscan is great for me and my friends. KEEPING AWAY idiots who have nothing better to do with their lifes.

Those who tried to talk or ask about my work. I will ban you. Cause you got no right to tell me which airline is better to join.

I choose that airline, IT'S MY PROBLEM.

Small, big pay - YOU'RE NOT THE ONE WHO IS PAYING ME.

2006-10-29T07:34:00.002-08:00

I'M JUST BORED

2006-10-28T08:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAMEEN!!!

I had an open house today. Invited my friends. Instead more families came.

Feeling rather tired at the end of the day. I haven't even had my shower yet.

Yesterday, I went to Nur's place and visited her. She didn't change that much.

Went with Mena. DAMN KPO...

Tommorrow, will be my first real jalan raya with family. I'm going to enjoy myself as much tommorrow. I need to visit the elderly first and then to all my uncle and aunt's place.

I am feel ratherly lonely for the past few days. Don't bother asking me why. No matter how hard I think about it. I don't know how to describe the awkward feeling. I am sad but then I show I am happy. Nevertheless, I felt hopeless with all efforts I have put up with.

2006-10-25T05:52:00.000-07:00

Been busy and lack of time to blog these days.

Training is going on well. Can't wait for it to end so, that I don't have to sit and listen all over again. Just had my familiarization flight just now. Board on MI364 to Langkawi.

Comfortable seats with nice warm welcoming crew. Had a test on board. Tough questions. I hope I do well... I HAVE A BIG BIG BIG TEST TOMORROW. Very nervous and I better start studying.

Hari raya was fun. Meet up with my uncles, aunites and cousins. Had fun talking and catching up with each other. I got a few green packets [Ouhhh.... shame shame]. Rolf came and bought cakes for me. How sweet of him.

Let me tell everyone about my sadness. I called "him" and he didn't answer the phone. Is there something I did or said that made him avoiding me? I'm very sad and confused. The last time we meet, he was talking as per-normal. And he send me off until my block. He gave me a kiss on my cheek and then took off. I didn't know that I did anything wrong. Or he just need space? I am not going to force him or anything like that. I'll leave him alone and let him be for awhile. Maybe he just need the time off. Afterall, I don't believe in love but I believe in friendship.

May I just remind "him" that I NEVER TAKE HIM AS MY DRIVER. I like him for the way he is. And I believe he is a good friend towards me. That's it for now.. Pictures will be uploaded soon. Cheers!

2006-10-23T03:51:00.000-07:00

Okay.. How long have it been? Days?? Days since I have blogged.
Hari raya is just tomorrow. I can't wait and I can't believe it. I have done all my preparations.
I have done a lot for the past few days.
I met a new guy whom I might fall in love soon. He is incredibly great. A guy whom I like to talk and be with alone. The great thing about him is that he is patience and nice towards me. I don't mind him not having lots of money or what so ever.

But I want him to know that I do not look for money in guys. I look for what is within him.

I am looking for someone who loves me more than I love him. That way, we can love each other.

Oh well.. I want to make a shout out before I do anything...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KRISTINE AND HUIMIN.

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.

Picture of batch 62

2006-10-17T09:33:00.000-07:00

Tired and hot hot hot...

Yesterday, I meet up with Fir. Went to Changi for dinner with Shaqila and her boyfriend, Hady. Then we went to geylang to play pool. I sucked at it. I know. But sometimes, I am just BLLUUURRR.... I had to team up with Fir and Shaqila with Hady. Damn it! We lost. But it's alright. I had like this "thing" for guys like Fir, I don't know why. Got back home say around 1am? I am tired and I can't stand my eyes while typing this now...

Today, I went to the airport police and guess what?! GOT LOTS OF POLICEMAN. .. Yummmmyyyy..... I like...

Anyways, I took my airport pass and my cabin crew pass today.. hURRAYY...!!!

I was so... damn sleeping in class that I was about to dozed off and that I want to lie and sleep there. I am so.. tired. My instructor realised us earlier today. Huuurraaayyy!!!

I rushed home to get dressed. Cause I had plans with the Batch 6 Tiger airways Crew...

Kak Lyn, Sharifah, Kak Fara, Kak Honey and Watinni. I miss each and everyone of them.

I MISS MISS YOU ALOT LADIES. Anyways, I would like to wish

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIDIL, HE IS 21 THIS YEAR.

2006-10-15T10:48:00.000-07:00

First of all, I would like to thank AYUMANJE for her help on this blog.
Then, I would like to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAYA. May all your wishes come true.

Batch 62: I am terribly sorry about what happen on Friday. I would like to say my apology to Naomy, Farhana and the rest... Kak Huda, to you too. It's pretty intense for me at the time being. Gimme some time to regain my ownself.

I went to geylang today. I meet a few friends. Walk2 carik makan.
uh uh... I love the food, but I don't eat much due to my BMI maintainance.
I miss TIGER AIRWAYS CREW... I love all of you. Miss all the laughter onboard. I got to say moving on is part of life. Even though, it's just regional but I want to take one step at a time.
Going international is not easy, I know. That's why I would like to take a step at a time. I'm still young anyways. I need to learn alot from the people around me. My surrounding have changed ever since. I got to know alot of people. It's hard for me to realised that I am back on track for my career ahead.

To concern and ur senior - you're just one big mother *toot*

2006-10-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

I learned that sometimes, being yourself isn't enough.

You got to act. I have too because of my job. It's not easy just being one. But acting to be someone else is tough.

My choice of being someone else is simple. I want to keep my job and earn and get out.

I don't want to stuck being fake forever. I hope I won't go over broad with the act.

Cause that's what the management wants... I'll give it to them for a few years.

If you read my other blog, you will notice about concern and abg bo.

Well people, LISTEN UP. They are the same people - One person have split personality.

What a shame to all stewardess-that this "abg bo and concern" have split personality.

Life is being great for me anyways, that's why I can't be bothered with people like them.

These kind of people I will categorized as "BRAINLESS".

I know you are jealous. But don't be too obvious.

2006-10-14T07:58:00.000-07:00

By Reading my Blog title you know that I say only my words.

Not others. Noone but mine.

People who thinks they know who I am, yeah. I know you know my name.

BUT NOT ME!!!

My new fresh blog will be able to give everyone a rough idea why I changed.

And why my blog skin change. I promise no one that this will be the final blog.

Read and Leave means YOU READ - YOU DON'T LIKE IT. LEAVE. I didn't ask you to tag or leave a pathetic comment.

Trust me, if you leave any pathetic comment - YOU ARE JEALOUS OF MY LIFE AND YOU DON'T HAVE A BRIGHT ONE AHEAD.

I'm sorry but I can't help it.